I smile because I have to.
I have to do everything
They want of me.
I never can be myself
Or make my own decisions.
I guess I'm not a person.
I guess I don't have feelings.
I feel like giving up.
I wish I could just give in.
I'm so sick of playing
This game I never seem to win.
I don't have a single smile
Or a reason to fcking stay.
I'm just waiting impatiently
For my mind to go totally insane.
I don't have a razor blade
And everything that's good is my biggest fear.
But I do have a little fcking feeling,
And I'm sick of fcking fighting my tears.
No one gives me apologies,
I mean, a creature like me deserves nothing.
I just wish that someone would love me unconditionally.
I wish my life were worth... just something.
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