BROKE

Sa liwat ari naman ko di, stuck sa selda ko, wala ubrahon tungod... wala kwarta. I'm broke -- again!

Nabatyagan ko na subong kung ano ka'budlay mangabuhi nga ikaw lang. Oo may ubra gid man ko (as I mention from my previous post) pero I am not earning that much, only enough to pay the bills, rent, food, transpo, etc. It's been like this halin sg pag umpisa ko. I dunno, pero matyag ko somehow may ara man sobra sa gina'earn ko every month. Pero isa na ka tuig and amu man gyapon. Isa na ka tuig pero wala man ko gyapon sinuptan. Maybe, the problem isn't the salary, maybe its just me - my lack of knowledge kung kwarta ang pagahambalan. Either di ko ma punggan mag gasto or indi ko mapunggan mag gasto.

But maybe it's becuase may gina'supportaran pa ko ( muna ang budlay kung ikaw subang, antes ka mangasawa, obligasyon mo sila danay). But maybe its not about that. Its really how I [mis]handle my money.

Often I spend sa mga gagmay nga butang nga kung isipon don't really cost that much and di man siguro mabatyagan sa budget, if you add all those - dang! almost half of my earnings i spend on those things nga indi man kinanlanon. That's my prob. I can't help myself.

Im trying to budget down on things, cut down on unnecessary expenses, but still nothing.. zip, nil, nada.

I'm hopeless...

Hambal ko "next time ma tipid na ko", and what - still I'm with nothing to spend left.

So now, ari duwa ka adlaw antes mag sweldo with nothing on hand, wala guwaguwa sa kwarto tungod sa nahadlok mag gasto, pati pagkaon na tipid..

Tulog nalng ta. May ubra pa bwas.